December 15th, 2006

What A Great Day... Not!

It's our Christmas vacation already. Weee... Time to spread this disease called love! Muhehehehehe.. And I finally have the chance to get some SLEEP! Hehehehe..

Oh yes, I was able to finish my "personal website" in 7 hours! Nyunyunyu.. I am so goooooood at cramming. After finishing my website, I took a bath and headed to school for my exam. And I am late again. -_-` malapit nanaman ako bumingo kay Ms. Garcia. Ayoko na maaulit yung dati! No no no. Ayun tuloy, napagalitan ako.

After finishing my exam, I was gonna give her my CD (which contains my website), kaya lang gusto niya may label daw. Sa Monday or Tuesday na lang da i-pass since majority ng classmates ko, hindi naka-cd yung project. BADTRIP. Sana natulog na lang ako.

Ayun, pagktapos derecho kami Wonder Wok/Cyber Village/Boss Vic. Kainan, Computer Shop and tambayan namin na malapit sa school.

As usual, they played DOTA. And yours truly, just sat there and downloaded some songs. Ako si "ati" nung shop kaninang hapon eh. Hahahahaha.. lahat sila nag laro, walang magbabantay ang maniningil. Ganto kasi yun, kakabukas lang nung computer shop na yun. Kami tumulong kay Boss Vic sa mga kung anu ba dapat gamitin niya sa pag set-up ng PC. Sila Baron nag network nung mga PC, nag install ng mga softwares.. Basta yun. Eh since lahat sila kanina naglaro and nag-internet, ako na lang nagbantay. Hehehehe... Naguluhan na ko nung nag time na sila eh. Ang dami nag sibayaran. Natense ako. Hihihihi..

At eto pa!!! I had a stain! Muhahahahaha.. x_x Siguro mga 1 hour ako naghintay ng cab. Pero, sa jeep din ang bagsak ko. Muhehehe. Buti na lang naka black pants ako. Ang saya. T_T

At ngayon. Naiinis ako na ewan. Tapos sasabayan pa ng argh. Sige na nga. Later!

Posted by theblackmaria at 10:17 PM | 2 gave wisdom

December 1st, 2006

Eto Muli

It's been a long time since I last posted an entry here.. Nawalan ako ng gana siguro simula nung nagkabagyo dati.. Tapos nag ka brownout pa samin ng matagal. Hehehe.. Tapos, one month kaming walang phone and internet connection. Badtrip diba???

Anyway, sa Tabulas friends ko.. Namimiss ko na kayo, mga kwento niyo at kung anu anu pa. Madaming nangyari nung mga nakaraang buwan. Masasaya at malulungkot. Basta yun na yun..

My body clock's totally fucked up right now. But I'm trying really bad to get a decent sleep since my schedule at school starts at 7:30 am. And I'm looking for a company for my practicum.. That's another reason why I need to fix my body clock.

Anu ba kwento sakin ngayon? Eto.. Malapit na maka-graduate. Sa wakas. Masaya na malungkot eh. Hindi ko alam kung saan magsisimula para ma-enjoy yung mga natitirang araw sa kolehiyo. Yung mga kaklase/kaibigan ko, medyo busy na sila. Meron na silang company para sa practicum.. Ako na lang ata wala. Nakakabadtrip.

Anu pa ba.. Ayun, nagkaron kami ng "pars eber" Halloween Costume Party. Feeling Faerie ako kaya yun costume ko. Sobrang toxic nung linggong yun. Tatlo lang kaming nag asikaso nun. Tatlong araw or apat na araw ata akong walang tulog nun. Naglilinis nung lugar, namimili ng pagkain at gamit, nananahi tapos pumupunta sa iba ibang lugar. PAGOD SOBRA. AT ETO PA, napikon lang ako nung party na. Basta oo yun. pero um-ok na nung nag inom na. Nawala na yung asar ko. Pero next year promise, hehehe.. Nadukutan pala ako ng cellphone nung linggo ding yun. Nakakatuwa!

Namimiss ko na pala mga kaibigan ko. Ewan ko. Bigla na lang ako nalulungkot ng walang dahilan minsa.. O hindi ko langalam yung dahilan.. O alam ko, pero sa sobrang dami ng iniisip ko, ayoko ng alamin kung ano yung dahilan na yun. Namimiss ko na happy times eh. SOBRANG NAMIMISS KO NA YUN. Namimiss ko na yung mga trip natin na sobrang babaw. Pero dun ako sumasaya. Yung pakiramdam na parang nawawala lahat ng problema basta kayo kasama ko.

Napagtanto ko din pala nung mga nakaraang linggo na may problema pala ako sa sarili. TAKOT AKO. Dalawang salita lamang iyan. Maaring sa ibang tao, napakasimple o mababaw. Pero hindi para sa akin. Para ako nakakakulong sa sarili kong mundo.. Ayokong may pumasok na iba tao sa mundong iyon. Ayokong may makaalam ng totoo kong nararamdaman. Basta. TAKOT AKO.

Currently listening to: Coal Chamber - Burgundy
Posted by theblackmaria at 10:09 AM | 2 gave wisdom

November 22nd, 2006

Sigh..

I dreamt of a home by the sea, under the blanket of stars and far from the busy city.

I was laying on the grass beside the person that I love.. We talked about dreams and magical things.. Exchanged " I love you" every 30 seconds.

Eyes smiled.

I kissed his soul and whispered to his heart that he's got nothing to fear for I am here..

Then he held my hand and promised me forever..

 I moved closer and rested my head on his chest..

And he knew it meant she loves him times infinity.

 

 

I know it's so grade school.. But that came from my heart.

Posted by theblackmaria at 02:54 AM | Speak your mind

October 14th, 2006

(Late) Photo Post

Yuki's Christening

 

 

 

 

 

 

Jason's Birthday

FUN TAGAYTAY TRIP!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Currently feeling: sleepy
Posted by theblackmaria at 02:20 PM | 4 gave wisdom

September 24th, 2006

Fun Fun Fun Week!!

THIS IS A LONG ONE, FOLKS!!! 

It was Sam, Maphie and Hope's birthday celebration yesterday!

I had a bit trouble with my schedule earlier. I didn't whose party I was going to go to first. -_-`

SURPRISE PARTY FOR SAM

Jay-R texted me earlier that afternoon and told me that they will pick me up at 3PM or 4PM. It was already 3:30 PM and I wasn't done prettifying (word?) myself up when Jay texted me and told me that they are on their way. Egad! I panic(! at the disco LOL)ed and ran around the room! Y'all know that I'm not good at fixing myself with just a snap of a finger. I grabbed my bag and threw my camera, hair brush, wallet, coin purse and all my vanity stuff! But there were still problems! I didn't know what clothes and shoes to wear! And I haven't fixed my hair!! Gah!!!!

Breathe, breathe and breathe!

After regaining composure, I told Jay that I'll just take a cab because I didn't want to mess up their hectic schedule. But the guys wanted to give me a ride and told that they'll be going to SM Sta. Mesa first to fetch Jill and then they'd pick me up on the way back to Guadalupe. Whew, that was a great decision! I had extra time to fix myself.

We arrived at Bliss at 5PM and went to Jason's aunt's place to get ready for the surprise party for Sam.

Eman (Sam's boyfriend) arrived and told us that Sam was getting mad at him because they haven't seen each other the whole day. If only Sam knew what was in store for her. Mwihihihihi.. Christian and Eman went to Red Ribbon to buy a cake and we, played cards. Err... Sort of played because Jason was teaching us how to play poker. He taught me how to play tong its and lucky 9. Bwahahaha!! I'm such an oblivious freak when it comes to cards! During our Poker 101, Sam texted Jason and told him that she'll go out. NO!!! Jason told Sam that they will be back home soon and wait for them. Of course, Jason was really home preparing for the surprise party.

After half an hour, Christian got back with the cake. We started to get excited when Eman texted us and told us that he's already with Sam and they were on the way to Jason's Aunt's place. Mweeeeee!!! We turned off all the lights except for the light that was produced by the lamp at Jason's room and hid at the room next to it. Jay R kept looking outside the window to check if Sam and Eman were already there. I couldn't contain the excitement! LOL!

After a few minutes, we heard Eman whistled (it was their way of calling someone). Jason opened the door to let Eman and Sam in.. Sam went to the bathroom and we gathered around the bathroom door and oh, Eman was holding the cake! Awww... When Sam opened the door, we all... Err... Eman shouted, "Happy Birthday"! Bwahaha! We got so caught up with the excitement that we forgot to shout the magic words!!! Bwahahahahahaha!!! But we sang the birthday song anyway. We feasted around the siomai Jay R's mom made. It was delish! I asked Sam if she got surprised, she said she was having this feeling that something fishy was goin'. Mwehehehe.. Christian went out for a while to meet up with his friends, Irish and the other girl whom I forgot the name. They appeared to be two nice girls. After a while, Bj (name?) arrived and so did Olive. She was a funny and nice gal.

It was already 9PM and I had to get to Maphie and Hope's party. I told the guys that I'd be back later. Jay R was getting all dramatic and told me that it's ok, my other friends are more important than them! Bwahahahahaha!!!  You are all important to me. All my friends are important to me. They are my treasures.

Oh yeah, I texted Rix earlier that night and told him about the surprise party. He said he'll be going, too. But I informed him that I'd leave Bliss at 9PM. When I was about to leave, he arrived. Bwahahahaha.. Some good timing. I asked him if he wanted to come with me, and he said that he wanted to stay at Bliss for a bit to catch his breath. When we were waiting for a cab, I asked him again if he wanted to come with me, and he said, "Di na, sakay na lang kita ng taxi" in a good-mannered tone. So, I said, ok and then I rode the cab and bid goodbye. I received a message from him a few minutes later and it says, "Muka naman ayaw mo kong kasama eh...” Whut? I told him that I asked him twice or thrice if he wanted to come with me and he told that he doesn't want to come.. @_@ And then he replied, "Gusto ko lang sana magpahinga saglit.. Chaka nahihiya kasi ako sayo..". Well, makakapagpahinga naman siya dun sa pupuntahan ko and he has no reasons to get shy around me. DOh. He just told that he'll wait for me at Bliss when I get back later.

MAPHIE'S PLACE, FINALLY! (at 10pm)

They all looked glad to see me! Bwahahahaha!!! And they told me I looked purrty! LOL!!! I flushed (flushed=blushed) opkors!! I almost drowned at the site of the pizza from Yellowcab! Bwahahahahaha!! And as usual, Grace and I were laughing over... Everything!

LOLOL! It was fun, fun and F-U-N!!! Grace and I have been waiting for that party for almost 2weeks!

  •       Adeth looked like she didn't give birth, she still looked hawt.
  •       Gale was still cracking jokes like the ones from Vic Sotto. Bwahahaha!!
  •       Julie, I love your leggings!!!! Rawr!! I bet it'll look good on me! LOL! Nah, you're pretty that night, love.
  •       The word Pinay Beauty still defines Ciara R.
  •       Ciara F. gained a bit weight. @_@ BUT!!! She looks good still. And happy with her Paulino (it was my name's guy version!)!
  •       Hope! You are such a sadist!!! Hahahahaha!!! Too bad I didn't see Jeff/ (pronounced as Jep) earlier.
  •       Maphie, you're such a great girl and you deserve someone who has the balls to be a man. YOU DESERVE SOMEONE MUCH, MUCH BETTER. And It was a fun, fun, fun night!!!  
  •       Pearlie still looked timid. Hohohoho... And looked great in that nursing uniform.
  •       Grace, I am lost for words. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! It was you and I till the end!
  •       Anne!!! IT WOULD HAVE BEEN YOU, ME AND GRACE TIL THE END!!! The party wasn't complete without you!! Ampf.
  •       Veron wasn't there because I heard her 'rents didn't allow her to go out. Argh..
  •       Ara wasn't there because she had her hospital duties. Sigh.
  •       Carla arrived and tagged her husband and baby along... But I didn't see her though.

We drank Gran Matador that night. Hihi. I prefer hard drinks over beer. I was a bit surprised because I wasn't feeling tipsy nor dizzy that night. I just felt my cheeks getting really warm.. That means, I looked (read: looked) drunk! Pearlie and her boyfriend left at 11pm or something. I can't really remember coz I was having too much fun. Hohohoho.. magicSINGING! Bwahahahhahaha!!! It was only me and grace who belted a tune and drank! 1 on 1 kami sa GM! Hahahahaha!!! Shit Anne, ASAN KA NA BA?!?!?!

Friends left the place one by one... And it was me, Grace and Adeth who was still alive and kicking. Hahahaha! Maphie's older brothers were nice to us and kept asking us how old we really were because we kept singing songs that were way older that us. Hohohoh...

It was 2:30 AM and Maphie was getting really sleepy and we had no more liquor to drink. BITIN! I still had plans after that because:

a.) I left my house keys and if I go home, that means, I'll be hanging out with our dogs until the sun shines and we don't want that to happen, now do we? and

b.) I told papa that I'd probably home in the morning. Sayang ang paalam ko kung uuwi din ako at tatambay kasama ang aming mga aso. Hahahaha!

And Grace will be sleeping over Gomez' house

HIHIHIHIHIHIHI..

I rode a cab and went back to Bliss. They were still there but getting ready to pack up. I greeted a Sam a belated happy birthday this time. Hehehe... Rix asked me if I was ready to go to his friend's party. We bid goodbye to everyone at Bliss and went to his friend's party which was just near their house.

I'm guessing we arrived there at 3AM... Anyway, he introduced me to his friends. And I tell you, they were funny and a bit drunk I guess. Hahahaha... They kept asking me questions like how did I meet Rix, where I was from, if Rix and I are "friends" and whole lotta questions. I felt a bit shy of course but they were all nice. Dana, the birthday girl was a nice gal. And guess what?! They were magicSINGING, too! Hahahaha!!

They kept telling me to sing a song or two.. But I was sooooooooooo shy and told them that I'd sing later. @_@ Rix went to their home for a minute to get a hanky because I left mine at Maphie's and left the one he gave me at the cab. -_-` When he got back, he was wearing a wig! Hahahahaha!!! Rix looked like a girl with a shoulder length curled hair! Hohoho!! Funny stuff I tell you.

After some time, Balot, Rix and I went to 7-11 to buy some beer for their friends. I had no more plans to drink beer that night. Only water and C2. They bought bottles of RH and 2 sotanghon. Hehehe... While we were walking back to the party, Balot said "Bagay kayo. May bofriend ka ba?" I heard Rix said, "walang boyfriend yan. Single but not available." and "wag mo na planuhin pormahan yan kasi lagot ka sakin" but he said that with a smile on his face. LOL. When we got back to the place I stayed outside with Rix while he was eating his food. After that, we went back in.

His friends were still asking me to sing. Hohoho! Rix told me this, "pinagmamalaki kita dito na magaling ka kumanta kahit di pa kita naririnig kumanta". Nyahahaha!! I was like, "whut?" I told him, "Nyah! Lasingin mo muna sila baka madisappoint and wala na kong boses and lasing na ko and...” at madami pang palusot!

But I gave them what they asked for after some major insisting. I pressed 1143 and the title HEAD OVER FEET by Alanis Morissette appeared on the TV. It's one of my favorite songs. Hihi... I covered my face with the song book while singing. HAHAHAHAHA!!! The next thing I knew, I got the highest score! Nyihihihihi!!!! Rix looked like he was happy that I sang. Hehehehe... He told me he'd sing for me … And he did! He sang songs from the heart. . I hope he wasn't drunk when he said that. -_-`

His friend, Balot kept telling us that Rix and I looked good together. I just replied with a smile. His other guy friend which I forgot the name asked Rix if he likes me. He replied with a yes. His friend asked me the same thing, I told him to ask Rix because Rix knows the answer to his question. Rix said, "hindi naman ata eh.." and 'I was like, "ayyy... anu kaya yun." his friend threw me back the question, and I answered him, "Yes, gusto ko si Rix". Then that's when he started asking a whole lotta questions again! Hahahaha! I remember Rix telling him, "Sigurista kasi to eh", referring to me. His friends told me that I've got nothing to worry about because Rix is a very nice guy. I know that. I wouldn't like him if he's someone I couldn't stand.

His friend asked me what I saw in Rix, because if he'd judge me with the way I look, Rix wasn't the type that I would go for because we dress differently(?), we looked like we don't have the same interests and that Rix does not appear to reach my standards. Well, he was dead wrong. I wanted to voice out my answer, but it would take me hours to tell them what I love in Rix and why I love Rix... So I just flashed them a smile.

His friend then asked Rix if I'm his ideal woman, he replied with a YES.

And then he asked me the same thing... I didn't answer. I just smiled at them.

Rix is not my ideal guy. He's far from my ideal guy. He doesn't have a long hair with purple and blue hair dye like those from J-rock bands. He doesn't sport the whole Goth/rock/eccentric clothes.

He does dress differently from me. Way different from me. He wears basketball shoes and I wear your-not-usual-boots. I'm black and he's white. I've got labret and eyebrow piercing and he only has ear piercing. I'm into dark arts and he's not. He's into basketball and I'm not. He smoke and I don't. I don't like or don't like the idea of joining fraternities and he's actually part of one. He's into cars and I'm into bars (lol I can't think of anything that would rhyme). Though we listen to the same music genre, we still have different taste in music.

But there are things we have in common. We're both computer science students. We both crack corny jokes. We love music. We both drink (I drink occasionally). We both like walking. And we both live with our grandmother. We both have parents who are out of the country. We're both crazy. And we both like slash love (he told me he loves me) each other.

AND WHAT'S WITH THIS IDEAL GUY/GIRL ANYWAY?

(Copied and pasted this from Encarta)

ideal [Ä« dï?¼ É?l]
noun (plural ideals)

 

1.
perfect example: an excellent or perfect example of something or somebody, or something that is considered a perfect example
·  By her third film, she had become the world’s ideal of beauty and grace.
2.
principle: a standard or principle to which people aspire
·  political ideals
3.
imaginary object or concept: a concept that exists in the imagination only

And here are my comments:

1.)    We all have been raised with the saying that nobody’s perfect. You are not perfect. I am not perfect. She is not perfect. He is not perfect. We are not perfect. Period.

2.) I’d make a total fool of myself if I believe this whole ideal person thing because if you can read the statement at number 3, it says, a concept that exists in the imagination only. IMAGINATION. I would not want a partner who can kiss me, hug me and makes love to me only in the figment of my imagination.

He said a LOT of things that made me happy, kilig and HAPPY.

HE MADE ME HAPPY THIS WEEKEND. Weee~!!!!!

 

Currently listening to: Incubus - Stellar
Currently feeling: rushed
Posted by theblackmaria at 09:45 PM | 6 gave wisdom
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